I NEED HELP VERY BIG TIME WITH GUY STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?

so this guy.. i like sooooo much i dont know what to do so we went out and we broke up and so like we have got in so many fight over the past like mouths and people say to get over him and not like him any more and stuff but i cant and people r like hes to mean to u but hes not.. i like him 2 much i mean... i think about him 2 much and i pray for him more than i pray for my self and i really wish how much he could see how much i liked him and... idk what to do i really need help idk if i should cal him and if she wht to say and isk,,, cuz just i runed everything and i telll my self that every day and i dk wht to do i like him to much i mean i LOVE EVRY THING ABOUT HIM!!!! so???